Friday, December 16, 2011

About That

So much for things being better. April is still under stress trying to get her grades in. Madison had a “horrid” week completing all of her work and does not feel confident about her exams. Both April and Madison seem to be blaming each other for the amount of pressure they are under. According to April, Madison waited until the last possible minute to hand in her project, and according to Madison, April asked for too much this semester, a project and an exam. Of course, when they are not blaming each other for their problems, they are both blaming me.

To top that all off, my review at the school went extremely well—better than I ever expected, in fact. You might think that is a good thing. However, they want me to stay on in a more permanent role as the physics instructor. Apparently, my knowledge of the field is unparalleled. This is not something I have the time for, considering how much work I seem to be doing for the government. On the other hand, I could use the money, considering how much work I seem to be doing for the government for free and without credit. I will have to think about it. My other concern is April. She says she wants me to take it, but I feel that will put an even bigger strain on our relationship. Also, I am sure my sister will be further mortified by me being a permanent fixture at the school.

Another thing, this Holiday Season is a pretty big deal. Humans do love their traditions, but it makes the economy quite violent. I do not have the energy to think about any of this. I wish there was some way I could just disappear for a week.

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